hello there.

I'm completely new to this, and quite frankly, I don't know why I'm even bothering to start yet another blog-style account. Yet, here I am, trying out this website to see if this will suffice. 
Nobody is probably going to read this. Nobody that I know, anyway. I quite like that. I've always been known as someone who pretty much would, if the internet was a person, fuck it. I think that's quite an unfair accusation, and slightly hypocritical (I don't know one person who isn't on facebook nowadays). Don't get me wrong, my use of the internet is a lot more frequent than my friends', but I don't see that as a bad thing. Every individual has their own way of expressing themselves, and mine is over the internet. It doesn't mean that I'm some internet addict. Just because I meet people off the internet doesn't mean they're weird or that I'm weird. Infact, every single person I have met off the internet has changed my life in some way or another. They've changed my perception of the world, made me realise, in my darkest hours, that I'm not alone afterall. And I don't see anything wrong with that. I see something beautiful, and the narrow-minded people that tell me different...Well, I feel a bit sorry for them.

Anyway, I have far too much on my mind to continue ranting about other people's opinions. Each to their own, and whatnot.

I'm at a rather strange and difficult stage of my life. I feel like I'm in limbo, and I have no idea where my future is going to take me now. What makes it worse if the fact that effectively, it's already been decided, yet I don't know which way it's going to go. Maybe I've passed all my exams, and I am going to Leeds Metropolitan to study Journalism like I have wanted to ever since I realised that I had to have a career. Or maybe I'm not, and I'm stuck in Spain for yet another tedious year of my life. Or maybe I'll move to Leeds anyway and get a job. I really don't know and being kept in the dark like this terrifies me.

I guess thats enough for now.