a day of nothing.

The only thing I achieved today was waking up before three o'clock in the afternoon. But hey, I'm a teenager and I'm trying to cherish my final days of having no responsibilities.

Days of nothing are my favourites, and by days of nothing, I actually mean days where I can do what I would like to do and have all the time in the world. I can continue writing my story, I can sit and watch a movie, I can go in the pool or read, sit and smoke whilst listening to some music, a cup of tea in my hand, looking out at the amazing view I have from my home. Sometimes it's nice to be alone, have time to yourself. Elliot (my boyfriend) and I tend to spend a lot of time together. Some people, and this annoys me, say that we're joined at the hip but in all honesty, I find that ludicrous. We know when we need space, and we know when we just want to be together. The truth is, I can't stand sleeping on my own. There's nothing more comforting than laying in your boyfriend's/girlfriend's arms and falling asleep, and knowing the first person you're going to wake up to is that special part of you that you can name yours.

Anyway, so today I decided to sit on my sofa on the terrace and write. I managed to write a decent amount of pages, but now I need to read through it and edit it. I then proceeded to watch "Chronicle", which I have seen before, but my goodness does that movie make me jealous! They can fly. The things I would do to have the ability to fly.

I'm sure everyone has had a moment in their lives when they're just wanted to pick themselves up and leave. I certainly have, a few times. The thing is, if any of us wanted to, we could just walk out, turn our backs to our lives and walk. Walk, walk, and walk, as far as you possibly can and never turn back. But we don't, we stay. I think thats because really, we all have a superpower. Maybe not as cool as flying or moving things, but just the ability to know that there's always something round the corner, and that something is going to be good. Hope.

I don't know, it's just something I was thinking about when I was watching it...for the third time...in a week. And I'm just a really deep thinker, and just really, really lame.

I also went for a walk in the forest with my sister today. We sat in this really pretty spot and talked for at least an hour. It was nice. Sometimes we get a bit lost in our own lives and a catch up is always needed every now and again.

Overall, today has been nice.
Definitely aiming to sleep in until at least 12 tomorrow though.